Poetry
Editor
Lamon Cull
Managing Editor
David Castleman
Contributing Editors
Jerry H. Jenkins
Timothy Murphy (E-book Series)
The New Formalist appears in January and July as a Web publication
and once a year as a conventional print journal. A two issue
subscription to the latter is $20. Please make all checks payable
to:
David Castleman
Box 792
Larkspur, CA 94977-0792
Please submit no more than 6 poems at a time. Kindly paste your
poems (plain text) onto the body of your E-mail message. Our E-mail
address is:
thenewformalist@lycos.com
We do not encourage snail-mail submissions, but if you do not have
access to a computer, kindly submit your work to the address
below:
The Editors,
The New Formalist
Box 792
Larkspur, CA 94977-0792
© by respective authors.
XHTML & CSS design by
Leo Yankevich
Rodney Armstrong
TO DUST
Forty planting seasons, still the plow blade sparks,
a dull flint arrow striking stone—striking bone—
carving shallow furrows on skin, rows to mark
forty planting seasons. Still the plow blade sparks,
scrapes against hard rock, turns soil once robust, dark,
now pale, scarred, thin as widowed farmer, alone
forty season. Father, still the plow, the sparks,
the dull flint arrow striking stone, striking bone.
MELUNGEON BRIDE*
Why are Asian eyes so blue, my Portyghee,
my princess of the Cherokee,
Six Fingered One,
whose name does not appear on rolls?
Did contraposto brethren walk
and copper skin descend
a Turkish ridge
with shovel teeth and vitiligo hands?
Did Drake’s lost Moorish castaways,
bound toward Croatan,
frame your line,
or deserters of De Soto’s band?
Has Babel’s fate now found you,
your crimson issue thin,
your luck run out?
Are you not one but mélange de trois?
Why are Asian eyes so blue?
*In the mid
1600’s, a group of dark-skinned people with distinct European
features was discovered living in eastern Tennessee by English
explorers. They spoke little English but claimed to be
Portuguese and practiced Christianity. Self-reliant but also
shunned, the Melungeons remained fairly isolated until the mid
1800’s. It is believed that many claimed Native
American ancestry in an attempt to find greater acceptance in
society.
The origin of the term “Melungeon” is unknown. It
is possibly derived from the French “melange” meaning
“mixture” or the Afro-Portuguese “melungo”
meaning “sailor” or “companion.”
John Beaton
IN LIVING COLOR
From parting seas, the gray’s great knuckled back,
where barnacles and orange whale-lice ride,
rises like a headland, mottled hide
distressed with scar-patched scratches. The Zodiac
planes in. Its watchers gasp—the behemoth
bows to plumb the pools of aquamarine
sand, to siphon shrimps through combs of baleen;
its tail-flukes slip from boils of whorls and froth.
An orca’s dorsal sets the second scene—
a whale in black and white, an exhibition
of contrasts limned in balanced composition.
Another, another, another, crumpling the green
veneer—cameras swing and click, give chase;
a sea-lion breaches, red, with half a face.
Wiley Clements
PANIC
See the crazed blackbirds whirl and tilt;
the scarecrow has lost his savoir-faire.
He tries to run on a single stilt;
and cornstalks jump in the air.
Andirons like crawfish are crawling about;
the water-well clambers out of the ground.
The wind blows the washpot inside out;
and I'm not waiting around.
STILLE NACHT
Nothing happens—wrapped in snow
nothing moves above, below,
without, within, nor anywhere;
not a whisper in the air,
not the scraping of a chair
nor a footstep on the stair.
Do not stir or speak or sigh
lest peace break and silence fly.
GARDEN SPECTRUM
To see one violet’s to know
there is another yet unseen.
The bluet’s sky-blue and also
the pea, unless it is pea-green.
The lemon by the orange grows;
the cherry’s cousin to the rose,
and I suppose
that somewhere gardens lie
not meant for mortal eye
or nose.
RÊVE
An effusion of violets:
the scent of blue, sea-blue, bath soap;
a thick blue bar in a white dish,
moist after bathing a pale girl with red hair.
Her white towel, still damp, lies on white tiles
half in sunlight by the half-open window.
We hear her in the next room singing softly
as she puts on a fresh white camisole.
Who is she, and how did she get here
on a spring day
in a strange house.
George Held
MR. DUNSON
How you must have hated me, blessed with the voice
You needed for Ralph Rackstraw but scornful
Of your unmanly ways, a Dead End Boy
To your neurasthenic maestro. Careful
Not to touch the boys you yearned to touch, you
Taught me to breathe from the diaphragm like
Caruso, not quite touching my torso.
You couldn’t cast your crippled acolyte,
With purer voice than mine, but with less range,
So you were stuck with this Sinatra fan.
Did you weep to your wife, hardly less strange,
Over my rudeness?
Now a teacher, can
I ever shed the shame of my disrespect,
Give as much as you to those that I direct?
TO CONSCIENCE
You’re what I must elude when I would cheat
on my wife—the governor on my motor,
agenbite of inwit, gnawing of remorse,
what clamps down on me when I overheat.
You’re what sickens me when I deride
my daughter or lash my wife with a curse
if I’ve kowtowed to my boss or, what’s worse,
enraged, lash a belt across my boy’s backside.
So far, you’ve kept me from worse temptation,
Satanic product of my lurid mind;
when dark urge dawns, there’s dogged you, the voice
of “No” in my ear, my private parson,
monitoring every action, each choice,
wrenching my gut for what I but intend.
Anthony Lombardy
A REFUSAL TO SIGN THE ZONING PETITION
But what about the newlyweds who’ve worked
to get a hold on just one, little square
of all our farmer/bards inherited?
Even the shrewd developer, who owns
his purposeful relation to the land,
to me looks more like the faultless animals
than do connoisseurs of winter’s shifting light
who author indignant letters and grieved expressions,
ruing the spoiled view from daddy’s home place.
If they had titles we would know to mock them,
but they mow carefully around the emblems
of their upright, ancestral poverty:
the horse-drawn hay rake rusting by the pool,
the stock barn’s frame of hand-hewn chestnut logs.
They do not ask why anyone would sweep
aside ancestral memories for the sake
of strangers pouring in, whose vague ancestors
lie somewhere else and never even heard
of Shiloh or Manassas. Instead, they’ll say
the world has gotten crowded, that we need
a slow, more sensitive development.
But it's expensive to be sensitive.
Sometimes utilities cannot be buried.
If wires that keep us warm still seem so ugly,
perhaps philosophy has let us down.
If it's community that we’re conserving,
we'll need a school beside the cemetery.
Let's hope they’ll warm to the kids from out of town,
who'll wait for the cedar-sprouting, acid soil
to yield a shade tree for their little lawn,
and be as attentive, meanwhile, to the changes
in their staked and deep-mulched maple as the poets
we honor in their eloquence ever were
to all their glorious hills of hardwood timber.
Moore Moran
APRIL KITTEN
Mistress of the oblique
In the hunt, in the hall—
Peripheral mystique,
Privilege in a ball.
Curled in an arm of sun,
Black as a demon’s gaze,
Your reign has just begun:
Pure mood of garden days.
BLENHEIM PALACE
Alive and well in Daimler coach,
The Duchess and the Duke approach,
Buoyed by acres green and grand—
Proprieties they understand.
Here, thanks to good Queen Anne’s support,
Bernini’s river gods cavort;
Water terrace, strollers’ maze:
Formal toys for formal days.
Statuary gilds the halls,
Ancestral horsemen ride the walls,
Grandeur built upon the stench
Of laying waste the bloody French.
RIMBAUD AND HIS MUSE
Black birches full of autumn sound—
Like rain their few excited leaves;
What honest passion can be found
Where light dissembles, wind deceives?
Between the trees she comes and leaves
Shaken to learn of my seclusion—
I cannot ease the loss she grieves,
My art was built upon illusion.
The calm she looks for in my figure
Restraint or death itself conceives;
Through my long dream I trusted neither:
Blind will alone confronts the leaves.
My skill was stronger than the leaves
And yet it falls away as fast;
She frowns and waits and disbelieves
That madness found me out at last.
Beside her now my shadow heaves
Like meaning seen but never formed,
Hugely alert among the leaves
Where worse than madness is performed.
ON WYETH’S BELOW DOVER
A nameless sloop in sedge grass points
Off toward a sea the sand dune hides,
The blue leached from her hull and joints,
Her cabin echoing old tides
That curled her here to tamer winds.
Her boom protests but little: short
Jibes shudder to corrosive ends.
Forgotten in the local port,
She leans like deafness to the cry
Of summering children come to race
Her decks with games of ‘Capt’n Bligh,’
Till dusk-borne dinner bells sound truce.
The silence holds. A humid moon
Visits her hull then climbs away
To light, atop a nearby dune,
Her sightless march into decay.
Oliver Murray
VAN GOGH PAINTS THE RAISING OF LAZARUS
(after Rembrandt)
May I be guided by a master’s hand
in a tomb that’s smelled of turpentine before,
knew Giotto’s fresco and Caravaggio.
From Rembrandt’s burin etching I had planned
a butter yellow paint to give you breath,
that sinewed lines vibrate and bring the blush
of life again, that with my nervous brush
I’d heave you back this little way from death.
I think he also found it hard to draw
that fine conflict of feeling in your face
that showed you glad to leave this fetid place,
yet conscious you must die again; you saw
that though your Master held you in his heart
this also was perfection of his art.
WET WATERCOLOR
The oldest in the class she’s always late,
her scabbed and ancient satchel crammed with paints.
She empties out some battered tubes. They wait
for an update on her medical complaints
as she soaks her paper at the sink and fills
her water pot so noisily it seems
as though she makes a comment on their skills.
The class drifts back to watercolor dreams.
Most are meticulous. Here detail’s prized,
their smaller sables drily scratch and prick,
all leaves are fully-veined and itemised,
no house of theirs would ever lack a brick.
She always tells them to find the bigger shapes,
that all this fiddling round results in junk.
Paint the bloody grape-bunch, not the grapes!
They laugh at her—she sometimes turns up drunk.
To magnify a single flower’s centre,
while all the rest are painting neat bouquets,
she lays down colors separately to enter
pigments already soaking in a glaze.
They filament and bud and seem to cleave
then puff and fire in florid bursts and spores
on the heavy, cockled watercolour weave
with pimpled granulations in the pores.
At last she stops to watch the paper dry
as if she guesses when to wait; to see
the deeper tones grow lighter as the eye
makes soft flushed hues combine in a mystery
which rarely grants itself, as if it chose
that paint and water now again make fresh
the secret at the centre of a rose,
that’s only half-remembered in her flesh.
DIVINING LINES
Ley-lines and isolated trails connect
once hallowed places. Belfry links with choir,
and lodes connecting spires and tors bisect
the standing stones. The low midwinter fire
of sun enters and creeps through the narrow eye
to touch the core of the tumulus. By lone
beacons and barrow graves, faint pilgrim tracks
mark out the sacred veins, and when rivers dry
to rocks, the walls of what were once our own
will burn beneath the plain. A geese skein tacks
in offshore wind, they wheel, it smacks them full
above the ocean's edge, the fine-webbed twines
inside their skulls adjusting to the pull
laid off against the north’s magnetic lines.
They climb into an airy map that dries
and warms, and has in high soft swells unfurled
the patterns of the earth below, the sand,
the grass, the harrowed fields, the surface lies
of water, and rivers of the underworld
that tug the twig of hazel in the hand.
Randall Peaslee
CORNUCOPIA
A fecund summer for fruit and wine,
For bloom and leaf of every kind;
I’ve grown the growth of the melon vine,
A year of plenty in my mind.
IN THE TATRYS, ZAKOPANE
The spider webs hang silver
In the nettles, in the grasses,
Wet with recent showers;
A charming little mirror
To majestic mountain passes
Choked with mist and ghostly towers.
CONSUMMATION
Fall’s fires softly glow,
Burning bush and tree;
Bedraggled ships go sailing slow
Across a concave sea.
Liquid air will flush and tear
Flickering flames aloft,
Until the colour-fevered year
Extinguishes itself.
Leo Yankevich
MOSCOW, 1928
(Those Who Would Dare Speak the Truth)
Through iron bars and sooty glass,
you see a square of muddy snow,
where cawing rooks and jackdaws pass
over the heads of those who go
no further than the prison walls—
mothers, fathers, weeping wives
bearing bags of fruit and rolls
to those whose candour cost their lives.
KOLYMA, 1937
I see your noble face behind barbed wire,
looking out at endless taiga, greeted
only by cold. The laughter of the liar
who put you there is still loud in your ears,
although in far-off Moscow now—he’s seated,
the hooked-nosed slayer of the highborn rich,
sadist and defiler of Slavic daughters,
egalitarian savant and snitch.
Who do you think will recall the martyrs,
the frightened faces and the countless tears,
the forgotten dead of Russia and Ukraine?
Who will write the history of their pain?
“You who live and hear,” your voice falters,
still so frightened after all these years.
A WARNING TO DISSIDENTS
Yes, pretty soon now they’ll be at your door.
They’ve orders and a warrant after all.
It doesn’t matter. You’ll be on the floor,
your wife and children having watched you fall.
Just then you’ll notice fallen scraps and crumbs,
the beauty of your wife’s perfect pale feet,
the Celtic Crosses on your daughter’s thumbs,
the food above that you will never eat.
Your thoughts will have become a crimson pond
that flows out of your gagged and bleeding head
until you find yourself afloat, beyond
the reach of billyclubs and flying lead.
David Castleman
STREAMS IN THE FIRMAMENT
for Cornel
Lengyel
without whose genius to build upon
this story had not been
Superficially, this great hub that is Washington appeared to
be unchanged. Those gray avenues swarmed with a conspicuous traffic
above and below, and those great massive mountains of steel and
glass and stone appeared to be eternal verities, stronger than the
humanity they were hewn from.
And yet the city was become insubstantial to the subtler eye.
Beneath a warm cloudy spring sky the city was about to enter a new
dimension, was about to dissolve into the smoky shadows of
legend.
Something fatal had been insinuated among the great ponderous
walls. Some feral thing nibbled invisibly, and an almost invisible
element spoke in the breath upon the lips and upon the air, and
clamored in the lungs, and wafted in the pores and among the
individual cells of the metropolis.
Washington was conscious of oppressive skies weighing down. It
waited for the terrors which had been promised, terrors which were
due. In the mind’s ear were heard the whines of strange
motors beyond the high fog, propelling missiles from across the
broad Atlantic, and missiles from the warships parked at sea.
In a paneled cabinetroom three diplomats awaited a tardy visitor.
Truncheons of America’s survival, these engaged faces
displayed a bristling impatience. Beyond the common din of traffic
could be heard a higher whine like the inevitable coursing of a
diamond through glass.
The President watched icily a map of German Europe which lay open
on the wall beyond his side-table, as he sat like a holographic
image in his dreadnought of a chair, inscrutably. Beside him sat
the Secretary of War, smoking with hooded eyes, watching the wall
and watching the President.
The Secretary of Defense strode forth and back, up and down, his
face apoplectically flushed. Often his glance landed on the map of
German Europe and the Atlantic.
The President had been in a stone rage almost continually during
his presidency, though few could detect it. He had fallen heir to a
naked country, a defenseless country. His predecessor had been a
smiling bungler who had invited war in the wrong circumstances, and
peace in the wrong circumstances.
The fledgling president had to wrench America from deadly coils. By
cunning he had to rouse the lazy and the docile, and to undermine
the smug and the partisan, and to tease the greedy. His only slogan
was a single word, and that word was Victory, whose implications
appeared to everybody differently.
And he had mustered everybody into an alignment. He had
commandeered the commanders, and he had appropriated the natural
followers. He had explained that appeasement was impossible since
appeasement had always been a liar and a failure. He had explained
that capitulation was forbidden by everything that justified
existence.
Everybody had yielded to his persuasion. Everybody was beguiled by
him, and willingly. Everybody acceded, and bowed. Everybody,
almost.
One indispensable man refused not to stand alone, and his name was
Christmas. He was singular among biochemists, as he was singular
among men. He was considered a reluctant pacifist, and the
President considered his talents to be essential to the
country’s survival and to its victory.
The President was acquainted with Christmas, and they were not
friends. Genius has few friends.
Almost a whole generation had elapsed since first they had
unsheathed swords. At that earlier day the continent had faced the
same enemy, German Europe, who had been wreaking upon America a
weapon which the old corsican, Napoleon, had declined because of
the supposed inhumanity of its application.
After the liquid fumes of gas had rolled across the trenches and
the schoolyards and throughout the hospitals, and through every
little house and mighty castle, no organisms remained animated
except for those who were dying miserably with their eyes running
down their faces and their lungs vomited onto their chins and
stomachs.
America had staggered, and begged for an anodyne. The President,
who had been Secretary of Defense, called upon Christmas and was
well answered.
Christmas invented a vaccination.
So elated was Christmas by his triumph that he decided to end human
wars forever, and he invented item2. This too was a gas, mostly,
and stopped that earlier war.
Christmas refused to surrender its recipe, and the government
griped and threatened, but the war was over and the mirage of
virtual morality was again displayed, and the government thought it
best to be quiet.
And the years passed.
Never was the least mention heard of item2, and America had easily
accepted German Europe back into the fold of respectable
materialism, and the years passed.
Always looking for an opportunity to escape the confines of
equality, the government in Bonn began to believe that the secret
of item2 had been miraculously forgotten. It did not seem odd that
materialists should believe in miracles.
And consequently they had availed themselves of their old tricks in
the measured assurance that their traditional whipping-boys were
asleep. From their European battlefronts and from their warships in
the Atlantic missiles were lobbed to America.
America called out for an appropriate weaponry. The President had
instituted a board and clinic of war, and Christmas had refused to
be its director despite the promise of despotic powers.
Mr. President did not appreciate refusals.
Christmas would have none of him.
Finally a system of intermediaries prevailed upon Christmas’
assistant, and a meeting was arranged. Christmas was to
appear.
Christmas was late. The President studied his wristwatch,
observing, “The man is late,” uselessly.
The Secretary of Defense added, “The man would keep the whole
continental government waiting on principle. Damn all radicals.
Damn self-thinkers.”
The Secretary of War responded, “Perhaps you are mistaken.
Perhaps his daughter might have done so, but a man cannot be held
liable for his children’s actions even though he caused them.
It is true that Christmas has a reputation as an ideologist, and
perhaps he was an ideologist thirty years ago. But he did give us
item2.”
“I suspect he regrets it,” commented the
President.
Christmas’ bitter comments concerning the peace treaty had
caused a media frenzy, and he had refused a continental knighthood,
and he had refused the big peace prize.
“My service is not to a government,” Christmas had
said.
A knock was at the door, and a pause, and a lesser secretary
appeared and announced that Christmas’ assistant awaited in
the anteroom. The assistant was ushered in and the President asked,
“Where is he?”
“His health has been uncertain for some long time. And this
morning as we were about to leave he suffered a
collapse.”
The President continued sitting, and asked. “What exactly is
his condition? Is he actually too ill to direct the Chemical War
Board? I am told he is indefatigable in his lab, night and day.
Perhaps we should hospitalize him here.”
Christmas’ assistant offered the diplomats his blandest
expression, and he replied carefully, “He has been perfecting
an experiment which possesses him completely. His nervous structure
has been affected.”
“What sort of an experiment?”
The assistant hesitated. “Sir, that is a difficult question,
and I cannot claim to interpret the theories of a master. I might
say that his experiment concerns synthetic plasma and an artificial
tissue culture.”
“Yes?” prompted the President.
“His objective might be to increase the self-regenerative
capabilities of human tissue,” the assistant continued,
“until an entire organism becomes self-sustaining and
practically indestructible. At the same time, if you can understand
my meaning, the organism becomes non-destructive.
“How he intends to coordinate these aims,” he
continued, “is a mystery I cannot fathom. He has expressed to
me that soon he expects his work to be done. 1 am frightened that
he may have injured himself profoundly.”
The eyes of the President slid toward the map on the wall. The
Secretary of Defense aimed his nose at Christmas’ assistant.
The Secretary of War scowled at the assistant’s belt-buckle,
coughing phlegm almost silently.
The President slid his eyes back to Christmas’ assistant, and
his warm gracious smile leaped forth. “My dear sir, we are
conscious of your scientific attainments, nor have we misplaced
your war record. Accepting Dr Christmas’ incapacity we wish
you to act as director pro tem of the Chemical War
Board.”
The assistant blinked lashless eyes.
Rapidly the President laid it out. “The Cabinet convenes this
afternoon at four. Present your program in the most detailed manner
you might deem to be useful. We want every laboratory on the
continent to become a vital productive part of our defense
schedule.
“And one thing further: can you duplicate Dr Christmas’
experiment?”
“Unfortunately, I cannot,” admitted the assistant.
“During his and my entire association my work consisted of
exceedingly specialized chores. I could never discover a pattern
which might unify my tasks, and often I suspected Dr Christmas of
floundering beyond the limits of his genius. Only my loyalty and my
gratitude kept me, and I am now responding to a higher loyalty and
to a higher gratitude.
“He refused to confide in me.”
The President, who was an adept at gauging intricated motives,
nodded thoughtfully, saying, almost mumbling “Well, perhaps
we can re-capture the past, and re-discover item2.
“Please be kind enough to convey to Dr Christmas my warmest
personal regards, and my hopes for his speedy recovery. Under the
circumstances the Government has no desire to impose any additional
burdens upon so illustrious a man. We are, however, intensely
interested in any and in all of his discoveries which might prove
such a boon to humankind.
“Today we are engaged in desperate war, and today we must
decide if tomorrow will be closed to us, or will be open to
us.
“Everywhere the future is being shaped by men of genius, and
Christmas is the genius of our science. We are willing and we are
anxious that he be among those who shape our country’s
destiny, and we are certain that he will do his best.
“Please confer with the doctor. I want an accurate
demonstration within half a month,” and the President’s
eyes slid again to the map on the wall, studying the locations of
the little pins with the little red flags attached to them.
Clearly dismissed, the assistant bowed with an old-world formality,
and left.
The Secretary of War and the Secretary of Defense followed him
after a silent moment. The Secretary of Defense was growling low,
the off-yellows of his eyes fibred with blood-vessels.
“It’s a bloody shame I must wait upon a
dramaturge,” rang swiftly and cantankerously in his
thoughts.
2.
Let us go now to the European landmass. While it is reasonably
incontrovertible that the European landmass is merely a western
peninsula of Asia, these times we dwell upon are yet a bit too
early in human history for any political coherence to exist in the
area.
It is enough for speaking purposes that Europe has been unified
politically and its government is in Bonn. Most of the political
maps call the area the European Community of Germany, but people
call it German Europe.
Warships were in the Atlantic, and earthbound missile sites joined
in the salvoes to America. Missiles did get through.
American warships were in the Atlantic, also, and they and
earthbound cannons fired their American missiles in salvoes to
German Europe. Missiles did get through, and many did not.
The Military High Command in German Europe, dressed in
bankers’ robes in Bonn, was endlessly in a posture of
waiting. Beneath the frittery robes of commerce they wore their
proudly regulated uniforms. The stiff-backed Prussian generals
waited with bitterly stiff lips on their former corporal, mad pied
piper who played them on strings.
This potent Chancellor had withdrawn to his distant regions of the
Capitol building, the cathedral become a castle, and he was
pondering his evening’s speech. He was alone with gods, and
his eyes flamed, and his mind was a thunderstorm, passionate,
poetic.
In another part of the Capitol the Minister of Propaganda
pontificated wildly to the assemblage of generals. He was small and
wiry and dark, strutting like a prim monkey, and he was the
Chancellor’s familiar. His voice was brittly tenor, fired
through teeth opaque on the edges.
“Almost we are in readiness, and this will be the culmination
of our centuries’ endeavor,” he said, waving a sheaf of
papers as if it were a discus. “I do not think we shall
fail.”
His technique was the mastery of the big lie, and he used it almost
as cleverly as did his master, the Chancellor. And yet this
Minister of Propaganda lacked the might of his master, lacked the
vision: he was no ecstatic visionary.
The generals, powerful animals, watched the Minister of Propaganda
with cold tight smiles, and secretly each despised the man’s
cleverness. Power was good and godly, and yet cleverness was only a
sharp thin pricking blade, and great guns were required.
The simian buffoon and his master were availers to power, and
therein was their usefulness. But time was against them all.
Ancient beloved Germany, the true jewel of Europe, had become an
explosive cauldron seething with the blood of the race, and its
time must be soon.
If the time were not soon they might be unable to control it, and
in the explosion everything might be lost, shards everywhere, the
precious German blood immedicably spoiled.
The Minister of Propaganda detailed plans, and came to the point of
the matter. “We remember item2 too clearly, although it has
been formally unheard of these past few decades. Although we prefer
to suspect that item2 is no more, we are informed that America has
acquired or will soon acquire a weapon which may prove to be more
leveling than was item2.”
The generals watched him skeptically, and one old general scoffed,
“Stuff and nonsense. Rumors, arrogance, and propaganda. Why
have I not heard of it, then?”
The Minister replied, “Perhaps the honored general chooses to
believe that item2 was merely Propaganda? Does the name Christmas
ring remembered bells?”
“It is a new gas,” suggested another general.
“We do not know what it is,” announced the Minister.
“Only Christmas knows what it is, and what it is not. We have
suborned his assistant but he is useless. Nobody can understand the
impenetrable convolutions of Christmas’ brain. Nobody but he
can understand where his arrows land.
“The fatherland has but one chemist who can match him,”
the Minister declared and everybody understood his reference. Karl
Kurtz had, they believed, almost solved the secrets of item2, and
was the most respected German biochemist of his day.
“I have asked Captain Kurtz to appear,” said the
Minister of Propaganda as he touched a button. Moments later
Captain Kurtz walked through a door and saluted the German
generals. He was studied coolly, and his salute was not
reciprocated because their inelastic minds could not understand the
dichotomy of being both a soldier and a scientist. Such a
divergence of loyalties constituted a betrayal somehow, although
they knew not how. It was improper, blasphemous.
Kurtz was a proper warrior, as they knew, and yet he possessed a
corollary identity they could not fathom. He was keen at killing,
keen as a sword, keen enough to untangle knots with a silenced
stroke. Kurtz believed in the future and did not despair of the
past. He believed in Wagner and in Strauss and he listened to them
in his mind alone, and he listened to them in the halls, and he
believed in Nietzsche’s Zarathustra, mostly.
The Minister of Propaganda spoke. “You have been volunteered
for a dangerous and a decisive assignment. You are to leave for
Washington immediately. Germany depends on you, and you depend on
Germany.”
“I am prepared, Herr Minister,” responded Kurtz.
The Minister of Propaganda and the company of generals watched
Kurtz depart, distantly conscious of a nagging envy of his health,
of the unparalleled beauty of youth. “Death and youth are
good companions,” mused one general absently.
The Minister of Propaganda spoke into a telephone, “Arrest
Captain Kurtz, and hold him until my further
instructions.”
3
Near the Capitol, the cathedral become a castle, the focal cell of
starship Earth, was a wide plain beside a river. And here perhaps a
comet, once upon a prehuman time, had created a basin which had
been partially filled by the millenial ages. Now it housed ancient
rusted artillery scraps, vestigial barbed wire, and through the
ages it had often played the role of diningtable for clumsy
carrion-chomping birds. War is a feast for many species.
In emulation of his only hero, the Chancellor had selected this
dramatic setting for his oft-rehearsed speech. Late evening was his
favorite medium, when our human will begins to slough off the
concerns of the day and our will has relaxed its vigilance, when
the mind backs off and begins to reflect and becomes more
vulnerable. In the late evening he was a kapellmeister and it was
we who would sing.
Multitudes of fastidious troops assembled splendidly. Myriads of
the common populace assembled in a mystical barbarism beyond the
abilities of holiness. He was a quasi-spiritual umbilicus more
intoxicating than was the Jesus of the ancient judeo-christian
primitivists. And the divine fluid he circulated was immortal and
awe-shattering.
Wagner strained over the assembled crowds, a benediction.
The Chancellor emerged from his recesses, and the storm of applause
was thunderous, grew louder and louder, an avalanche of worship and
of sound. He basked in the sound and he bathed in the sound and he
raised his hand for silence and his command was obeyed
instantly.
The Chancellor’s ringing cadences expressed unearthly
urgencies and wailed about unendurable betrayals. Humanity’s
most highly perfected evolution was being martyred because its
natural inferiors recognized their inherent superiority and
considered their existence an unconscionable reminder. Repeatedly
his people had been denied a world which was incontrovertibly
theirs. In ecstatic exultation the eye of the cosmos was held
lovingly upon them and the whole created universe belonged to them
forever if only they unleashed the courage to slam their
fingers’ grasp around it and to raise the fist in
victory.
“Now is the appointed time to beat our plowshares into
swords. I have taught you the selfless joys of mercilessness, and I
have made you strong and terrible. I ask only for your lives, that
you may live.”
4.
Because of the frequency of missiles passing, and because of his
international and his national reputation and because of his
formidable previous services to the country, Christmas had been
installed in a private laboratory of the nth quality deep below the
throes of the quotidian world. Missiles and suicide-bombers and
brachycephalic assassins were not unknown to the coddled world of
scientists and he was well provided appreciatively though in
Washington.
His bankroll was an extensive one, and his apparatuses were many
for conducting seemingly any desirable variety of biochemical
investigation. His underground rooms resembled huge hallways of
extraordinary widths, and shelves and cabinets were
everywhere.
Racks and racks displayed an infinity of blood serums clutched in
various vessels performing a variety of chemical acrobatics. Some
of the walls were flanked with benches at various heights.
Solutions were everywhere.
Beakers and tubes and globes and jars and dishes were as common as
bric-a-brac in a widow’s attic apartment. Ensconced within
intricacies of open glass tendrils globes bore vitally churning
human hearts in plasmic solutions pumping, pumping, pumping.
Christmas worked.
He could not hear the city in the night or in the day, clearly,
though sometimes vestiges of its meaningless bustle did interrupt
his concentration before his magnificent will bore him back.
He was as hairy as a leprechaun though squat as a prehistoric human
prototype, almost a dwarf, as wide and as thick as if he’d
been born with two thumbs as book-ends or parentheses to each
handful of fingers. “Say it slowly and you will understand
it,” was the oft-spoken mantra he muttered slowly to
himself.
Within the circumference of his head his face was huge as if his
features and his expression were spiraling away from his proudly
formed nose. His face and his expression were ugly with habitual
concentration.
In youth a prodigy and in his middle-ages a master, he knew and he
understood everything that was known and understood in the world
concerning synthetic plasma. Life as he had found it was to him a
miracle to be explored, and he did not seek for uncommon
miracles.
In these years of his lessening he devoted his energies to his
researches monomaniacally with a frenzy fueled by the signal
tragedies of his life. His young wife had been killed in the
explosion which had taken one of his eyes. His achievement of item2
he considered a spiritual capitulation, a damning blow.
These tragedies befell in his middle-ages, and he had recuperated
not at all. He had pursued his unorthodox researches, disdaining
methods which were socially justifiable, following his intuition
which was his only master. He sought epiphanies, and they were
permitted him.
As the salted seas are tossed by the dynamo formed of moon and sun
and earth and stars, and atmosphere and self, so he believed that
the bloody dynamo of the heart was the seas’ naturally
conceived microcosm, its progeny. He believed that the salted seas
had issued forth an abundance of living substances on this earth,
had imbued and endowed those living substances with all of the
specificities of sentience.
He believed that the living coursing heart was an attempt through
the powers of the sea to channel existence toward a more exalted
spiritual goal, a home.
He believed in the heart, three pounds of potential.
If only one might replicate its functions and perfect it, he
believed, he might be justified.
Now he felt himself enabled to place within a human body an
organically contrived improvement. Everything was pure, albeit
modified. Everything was natural, albeit modified in a quest toward
perfection. Perhaps a few difficulties remained...
His work was to be forgiven for those things which mandated his
profound guilt, and he was selfless, as humble as a toad upon the
altar of immensity. It was his fault his wife had died, and was
dead. It was his fault that he had succeeded with item2 and the
brutal war had ended so unrelievedly brutally.
What else remained to him?
With a sword upraised on its knees America was begging for his aid,
once again, and was not wholly begging. This too was the war to end
all wars, a war to establish forever the dignity of human
existence.
Should he again bring forth item2, or might a better answer solve
the hungry question? How best might he quell such an unbidden
clamor?
Humanity cannot be purged of its desire for immolation, cannot be
exorcised of those infernal imps who howl for its suicide, but, he
thought, perhaps humanity can be divested of its ability to achieve
such an end.
Politicians, secular and ecclesiastic, must lie and labor toward
the worst humanly contrivable potential, for that is their
unembarrassed incentive and their job, but, he thought, perhaps he
might defeat them also.
And so he pursued his best.
He pursued the heart.
In these later stages of his research only his daughter, Ruth, was
permitted his finer confidence. Her he had trained to be an
excellent technician, to be his lesser self, and though she had no
exquisite external intuitions she could craft cannily according to
diagrams and according to precisely rendered systems of
details.
He was the great event to her, and she was his pride.
He was her hidey-hole from the world, and he was too busy to
acknowledge the error.
She was his finest instrument.
Sometimes she would watch his face as he worked, and he was not
ugly to her. Sometimes, yet so seldom, he would watch her face as
she worked, and sometimes, yet so very seldom, he would see the
features of his bride, of his wife, and he would be in the mystery
of wonder.
“Once again the fools have asked me to chair the Chemical War
Board,” he commented during a pause while they fussed in the
long deep halls, listening to the percolating globes where cruelly
beautiful crimson knots flourished. “Obstinate savages.
Persistent brutes.”
“They will have a go at it anyway, father, whether they are
guided by a genius or by a dunce. And without your help they are
surely to do it less well,” she responded. “It might be
beastlier.”
“They will not soon find such a pretty toy as item2. Perhaps
they can induce Herr Kurtz to play their little game, promising him
an endless reward of lampshades decorated with the serial numbers
of his choosing.”
It was not a joke to be laughed upon, and they did not laugh. It
was only a bit of air idly tossed.
He hoped to complete his work, before the latest spell of brutality
had brought his fellow countrymen onto his heels, and before the
earth ran black with savagery. He knew he could not command the
time.
Alertly sounded the bell of the telephone, and Ruth answered as the
disused assistant entreated on behalf of the President, the
Secretary of War and the Secretary of Defense. Politely she
declined.
Work occurred.
5.
Having received exacting instructions from the Minister of
Propaganda, an expendable servant of the Fatherland’s
intelligence was escorted to a camp for the socially misaligned
near Buchenwald, several tickings past midnight in a mild fog. The
prisoncamp was of illumined poured stone, like a pyramid flattened
for the arrival of nonterrestrial boats, thoroughly electrified,
guarded zealously by automatons. Thousands of prisoners were held
here, knowingly moribund.
Reminding himself by glancing at a photographic card in his hand,
the expendable servant announced to the receptionist, “Bring
me prisoner 95634.”
The proud capitulant was produced, and stood chained. He had once
been a physician, but it had been revealed that his genetic
heritage was repugnant to the state, proscribed by responsible
nationalists. And he had spoken.
“He is mine. Load him,” replied the expendable
servant.
The prisoner was removed to a cranny of the Capitol compound, and
he was washed and barbered and placed into an appropriate military
uniform. Shining round baubles were tacked to his chest, and
brownish rectangular trinkets, and a sword was suspended from his
hip. A needle was placed into his tongue, and it stung.
A crowd of willing and of unwilling shills, common people, the
common provender of despotisms was assembled as the sun strolled
above the horizon beyond the courtyard by the Capitol. The hapless
prisoner was brought forth, and the band played patriotic
tunes.
People in the audience wept to behold the joy of glory, and the
prisoner was fastened to a peripheral post. An officer duckwalked
to the prisoner and barked words. Cameras witnessed the cleansing
act.
The medals were plucked and littered.
The sword was extracted and halved upon a knee, and littered.
The officer placed the needle of his gun below the prisoner’s
chin, and the gun spoke. The prisoner sagged. Twice the gun
repeated its command.
6.
In a workingclass compartment of a ziptrain on route to Brest, that
hoary french pirate port, sat a whiskery bespectacled geezer intent
upon a copy of Schiller’s poetic lugubrations. Being socially
innocuous he was unnoticeable, almost, and was observed, estimated,
and dismissed by his fellow passengers. He appeared to be as
useless as a retired music teacher.
The war with America was old hat, and people were chatting about
the cost of groceries, about Billy’s whooping cough, about
the Japanese Rimlands, about the scheduled increase in taxes, about
the sometimes debated policy of keeping the north cold. The
bespectacled geezer was actually collating his memorized codes with
whichever of Schiller’s poems they applied to.
Quietly Kurtz closed the pages upon themselves, and the poems
became dark once again. Publicly his persona had been tried for
treason against his beloved Fatherland, and had been bound to a
post and reprimanded. And the reprimand permitted no recidivism,
encouraged no appeals.
At the station in Brest, the old fellow left the train and shuffled
along the pavement, his copy of Schiller pinched idly in his
fingers. A nondescript porter approached and casually suggested,
“Must be cool in Helsinki, I should think.”
Kurtz replied, “It is the least the bifold barbarians
deserve, for being both north and east.”
“Indeed. Just so,” answered the porter, and Kurtz was
shown to a taxi which had been hovering near. The taxi brought him
outside the town, where a small airfield held a plane in readiness,
one of the new ones which flew fast and wasted no fuel. He climbed
in next the pilot and the plane rose and shot off.
Soon the computer explained that two planes were in pursuit, and
Kurtz watched them on the screen, closing in. Then the screen
displayed two similar blips, and these similar blips closed with
the first two blips, removed them, and departed.
“Planning is everything,” he thought idly.
7.
Helsinki was considered an outpost of barbarism, a western
extrusion of the memorially uneasy clodhopper alliance between the
hairy cumbersome Russians and their automatically internecine
neighbors, the Chinese. In neither region had the peoples opted for
an acquisitive secularism, the substanceless pursuit of appearances
which is business, and so they lagged vastly in technology compared
to America, to German Europe, to Japanese Rimland. Technologically
they were considered almost medieval, like Brazilgentina or
Africa-Arabia.
It was the Helsinki postmark that caught Christmas’ eye. And
within the envelope was only a terse comment in abstractly
scientific jargon, a comment startlingly astute in reference to
Christmas’ experiments in synthetic plasma. In curious lieu
of a signature was a slightly inexact chemical equation explaining
item2.
“Kurtz,” muttered Christmas. “Perhaps he could
draw it to a period. I certainly seem stymied, as if my head had
just rolled from a stumbling block and the blade put
by.”
And yet he had read of Kurtz’s execution, so this note
appeared almost a communication from the grave. “It is best
not to ponder without adequate information,” he reflected for
the thousandth time. He felt an empathy with Kurtz, and Ruth read
the handed note with a similar excitement rising devilishly and
tidied away.
Lightly, Ruth tattooed “shave & a haircut: 2 bits”
on the lab door and Christmas answered with a regretful,
“Come in,” knowing too well that Ruth seldom knocked
unless somebody unpleasant had arrived. Christmas looked around and
watched as his former assistant approached with an assembly-line of
bureaucrats in his officious wake like a bridal train.
“Since you have resolutely declined to chair the Chemical War
Board I have the honor now of that estimable position, Doctor. I am
instructed to reiterate that the country needs your assistance
urgently if we are to fend the Huns. Please, Doctor, I ask you and
the President asks you.”
“Many are my faults, sir, and yet I do not list reticence
among them. Repeatedly I have stated that I am unable to spare
myself from my present inquiries which are of immeasurably more
significance than might possibly be the invention of some
newfangled murdering machine unleashed from a tube. Why do you not
go and bother the physicists once again, those damnedly politic
luciferians?” Christmas glared with supercilious amusement at
these creatures he despised.
Every other man stared unamusedly at Christmas. None of them was
sufficiently inept to consider him a recalcitrant crank, and yet
they did not easily understand his refusal to serve the time and
their masters. They were vigilant not to understand things which
might never be misunderstood again, regardless of convenience, and
this was wisdom.
“We anticipated this demonstration of ill-will, and you are
therefore informed that within a half-month you will have assisted
us or your laboratory will be closed. In a half-month I will return
for your binding answer,” replied the ex-assistant, and he
and his fellows walked through the door.
Seconds later he peaked his head back in and said in a voice too
soft to carry to unintended ears, “You will observe, Doctor,
how exceedingly generous we are on your behalf. We really do want
you to help us, and are willing, nay, we are eager to go much
farther than half-way.
“We are begging you, begging you, and we are ineffably
strong. Please do contemplate all extremities. We are serious, and
we are begging you.”
And he left.
Christmas contemplated a rehash of item2 and the inevitable unholy
Armageddon which must follow its proliferation into utterly
unstable hands across the dirty globe. It was an emasculating
thought, and he placed his hand on the back of a chair as his face
paled and every one of his many years chased around him like so
many hounds mindlessly barking and snapping.
He felt himself beginning to descend and he braced himself,
touching the side of a forefinger to the tip of his nose, closing
his eyes. His breathing steadied, and he muttered, “Crabbed
animals,” and he resumed.
8.
Someplace miles off the Carolinas a parachute hit the waves and was
immediately retrieved by the crew of a fishingboat which, as were
numerous of the fishingboats that ply upon this liquid pearl we
pass across so ceremoniously, was many things besides a simple
fishingboat. It was crewed by intelligent people who had many
interests other than exchanging fishes for moneys.
Soon Kurtz was aboard, dried and combed and warmed, fed and watered
and clothed, and soon he was landed on a Carolinian island. He was
escorted openly and pleasantly to a smallish house, feted, and he
was escorted to the mainland and placed upon a train inbound to
Washington. Few were the passengers inbound to Washington, with all
of the broad countryside to roam.
In Washington he applied his precise instructions and readily
located the fortress that was home and lab to Christmas and Ruth.
Soldiers guarded the structure, and soldiers policed the city
attentively.
From an automated kiosk he bought a tea, and he sat on a bench and
watched the avenue with a demonstrable idleness. Occasionally an
air-raid siren whined, and soon thereafter a missile or a covey of
missiles banged into the city. Fire-engines sang to the
scenes.
Kurtz approached Christmas’ door and was intercepted by a
soldier, just a boy of a man, who asked for identification papers.
“What is your business here?” asked the soldier.
“Dr Christmas and I are fellows. I come at his request, from
Atlanta.”
The soldier spoke into a radio, and rang the doorbell. In a minute
a servant answered the door. The soldier said, “This man says
Dr Christmas invited him. Please ask the doctor.”
Christmas and Ruth appeared in the lit doorway, a long darker
hallway stretching beyond their silhouetted forms.
Kurtz said, “Good evening, Dr Christmas. I do trust my
equations reached you from Helsinki. Please forgive my tardiness. I
was delayed in leaving the Atlanta laboratory. The hinterlands are
always unreliable, as you have commented.”
Ruth was quicker on the draw than was her brooding father, and she
leapt forth and grabbed Kurtz’s hands and said, “Thank
Heaven you’re safe. Do come in.”
Christmas grasped Kurtz’s elbow and led him into the house,
peremptorily asking the soldier, “Is anything wrong,
officer?”
“No, sir. Just an identification. Thank you,
sir.”
The door closed.
9.
The missiles were a boon to Christmas, in one sense, in that there
was no dearth of cadavers and he could purchase human hearts almost
as cheaply as he could purchase chicken hearts or Brussels sprouts.
Christmas used his time well and seldom left his lab except for a
catnap at the insistence of his daughter, Ruth. She was no
foot-stamping pretty little thing, but a resourceful woman who
understood that a man is useless unless he is healthy.
Each of his glass globes contained a human heart in solution, and
Christmas could feel a relentless vibration as the liquids
deliberately shimmered. He found the vibrancy personally
energizing. He was not so pixillated that he considered the fuming
tissues in the role of his children, but somehow he felt they were
his personal colonies into a nonpersonal existence, much like a
scribbler feels, or a sculptor.
He imagined, vaguely, those alternative environments in which these
hearts might be placed while he was someplace far elsewhere, or far
nowhere. He was too busy to pursue such speculations, and he was
almost unaware they stirred.
Christmas admired his new assistant, Kurtz, and he was a man seldom
given to admiration. Kurtz appeared to be less fanciful, less
imaginative, perhaps, and to be more reasonably shaped, mentally.
His mind was almost a Euclidean line, level as a gunshot,
open-ended for its inspiration, clear as a Bach concerto.
Ruth studied Kurtz, surreptitiously, and could not solve the riddle
he presented. It was not with jealousy and it was not with envy
that she surrendered her piece of Christmas, for she surrendered
nothing. She was as useful as she ever had been, if not more useful
yet. Now she was a portion with three, and three were stronger than
two. Because each person understood mostly what was occurring, each
person considered itself to be tied vitally with its fellows.
And yet both Ruth and Kurtz understood that Christmas was the
master in their common actuality. He always appeared to be just a
bit beyond, and the exact nature of that bit was indecipherable.
His mind was a giant chaos and yet they seemed seldom to catch a
glimpse of that chaotic nature, because his words were selected so
precisely.
His words had no waste, and Ruth and Kurtz both knew he was
penalized for such behavior. Every effort brought them forward,
strainingly, inexplicably, certainly. Almost they could smell the
burden of the wrench, of the unrelenting rip.
And in the midst of such labor she studied Kurtz, wondering why.
“Why was he here? Had they not such facilities in wealthy
German Europe? Had he no family, no friends, no companionable
colleagues? Integrity was a silent embarrassment at the throne of
money, she thought, and a man of his gifts could not possibly have
displeased the authorities sufficiently for them to have denied his
usefulness.
Why was he here?
Their experiments were becoming increasingly explicit, and
sometimes cadavers were refurnished with carefully prepared hearts,
and yet the bodies would not be revived. Christmas had sometimes
almost won, they thought, and yet he persisted in failing. Failure
followed failure.
One corpse was reinvested with a heart and the process began once
again. Color changed, and breathing enlivened, and the corpse
slept. The heart thrilled.
Christmas beheld his Lazarus and he slumped.
10.
Ruth and Kurtz often found themselves working closely, and being
closely allied in function and in body, instances happened when
each became conscious of the other’s nearness, of the
other’s aura, breath and aroma, a light touch of the flesh,
emotional aim of the eyesight. Each could tell if the other skirted
the periphery of inspiration, if the breath of truth were near. Her
existence pushed against his, and his against hers, and secrets and
intimacies were explored.
Distantly was heard the familiar ring of an air-raid siren, and in
turning toward her his feet tangled as his hands held an unvaluable
glass jar. She foresaw his distress and turned toward him and
caught the jar as it was about to leave his fingertips. Eyes met in
whole recognition and each stood in whole comprehension of the
other.
The jar beside, each of them extended fingertips which pushed
lightly the extended fingertips of the other. And they gracefully
gawked.
11.
The busy half-month had expired, and the day of reckoning fell upon
Christmas, Ruth, and Kurtz, like the slamming in of locusts. They
were nervous, as might be expected when thoughtful folks must
subjugate themselves to the judgment of duplicitous unthinkers.
They were necessarily uncertain how best to arrange themselves to
appease the speculations of schemers, and so they could only force
themselves to appear as neutral and as efficient as was in their
power to appear.
One hundred compartments resembling clear morgue drawers, one
hundred compartments contained relatively uninjured cadavers, women
and men who had been killed instantly and without gross
mutilations, people who were medicably dead.
Chairs had been deployed for the committee that included most of
the Chemical War Board, most of whose members were respectable
scientists, actively or peripherally. These people were not
certifiably fools, but were respectable citizens. None of them was
dangerously imaginative, unsocially creative, or subject to
politically inexpedient doubts or beliefs.
The chairs filled with little noise and no fanfare.
“Good morning, good people,” Christmas said
conversationally. “I am honored in your attendance, and hope
you will be pleased in our latest phases of these experiments. We
cannot offer you quite what you hoped to receive, and yet we
suspect you may leave here not disappointed.”
One drawer at his touch of a button trundled forth into fuller
view, and Ruth brought him a series of scalpels and scissors and
needles on a tray. He tugged back the sleeves on his white surgical
smock, tugged his gloves into a better fit, and began his
dissection of the corpse of a young soldier from Philadelphia. Like
an Aztec priest, his only interest lay with the breast and its
inhabited hollow, and Ruth had draped the remnant portion with a
shroud of white linen, diaphanous though lightly blooded,
reflecting no light.
Kurtz stood attentively beside the door. Ruth stood beside him.
Both watched Christmas, the most interesting man in the world,
fascinating beyond the reach of reason.
At touch of a button a clear globe lifted horizontally and was
placed beside the laboring Christmas, who was explaining
meticulously his every process, regardless that to such wholly
earthdwellers, such wholly surface-dwellers, his words must seem
abstract and thereby meaningless.
Listening to Christmas, his former assistant briefly compared the
experience to his previous evening’s attendance of one of
William Shakespeare’s later plays where his attention was
dutifully fastened on a series of seemingly commonplace events and
yet periodically a line would flash by and he would be shaken to
his psychological foundations. His head would reel, and he would
exclaim silently among his selves, “What on earth was
that?”
Christmas continued his explanations calmly and yet never in a
monotone, for this was all very important to him. He felt like an
exceedingly humble and yet a worthy priest in supplication, and it
was good not to be bewildered.
Christmas touched another button and the drawer closed, buttoning
its inhabitant against the world. The audience could see a shifting
as of mild vapors, and the inhabiting flesh pinked and flushed.
Christmas’ spiel became deliberately academic and served as a
white noise blocking nonspecific thoughts, while the audience
watched the stirring of the corpse. Linen retracted.
Eyes opened and swam throughout the room, the head revolving as
much as its constraints allowed. Mouth gaped, and an attempt was
made to speak.
At the touch of a button the drawer slid out. Cautiously the
patient climbed from the drawer and stood on the floor. His linens
were clutched in the fingers of a hand, loosely.
The audience was in harness, gaping. Spittle slid from the lips of
some, and for awhile no pretense was made to appear dignified. In
some faces the original child appeared and stared in shocked
fascination. In some faces appeared the haggard ancient who was to
give up the ghost in exchange for relief. Nowhere was contained the
expression of the smiling liar.
And then the new day dawned, and reality slowly or abruptly
automated these respectable faces. Poses returned, and the poseurs
were gratified not to be themselves again.
At the touch of a button the silent doors opened to the terraced
gardens, and the revivified corpse walked into the streams of
sunlight among the flowers. He was grateful, and appeared to
consider the other humans incidental to his purpose. He outspread
his arms and his hands under the streaming sun, and he said in holy
tones, “It is a blessing I am grateful for. Blood streams in
the firmament.”
The scent of the flowers and the herbs, the look of the light, the
reality of texture and of contrast, pleased him. He was pleased to
be, and it was good.
He heard the songs of the birds, the announcement of a frog, the
complaint of a cat, and he was pleased. He felt the breath of a
wind upon his skin, and he was pleased.
12.
Enthusiastic, imprecise information concerning the unlikely
experiments reached the ears of the President, the Secretary of
War, and the Secretary of Defense, and much of the rest of the
world, of course, and Christmas was given a reprieve while these
considerable human powers decided just what to do with him, and
decided just what to do with his.
During these extended days his factory was turning out a wee army
of glad nonwarriors who were slowly and unmethodically infiltrating
the countryside and the cities, braving the effects of their mostly
unwelcome message of nonviolence.
These were soldiers who did not choose to kill, and who, which is
demonstrably more to the point, chose deliberately not to kill.
While they had been dandled in that jelly they were constantly
washed with while in the laboratory, and while their hearts and
bloods had partaken of whatever Christmas had sweetened them with,
they had cast off our normal human aggressions.
They consumed miles of exceedingly leafy sprouts and therefore,
sometimes, were called Baby Eaters by folks who hid a fear and
loathing of the uncommonplace behind a mask of wit. They ate
graingerms and leafy sprouts and beans, fenugreek and garlic,
peppers and artichokes, and, after awhile, sometimes, just
sometimes, a sardine or a wee piece of a chicken that somebody else
had killed.
They drank tea, green and oolong. They drank strong tea.
To some folks they appeared to be perpetually stoned, astonished,
stunned, or astounded, but it might be truer to say they were as if
always afloat upon a lake of calm. Equilibrium was theirs,
mostly.
They spoke with a minimum of artistry, using fewest words, speaking
little that was nonsense. Their voices were calmly modulated,
melodious, cheerful, unconstrained.
It was rumored that the Government wanted to halt any further such
ineffectual experiments and to restore efforts to produce item2. It
was rumored that these once-dead soldiers were to be parachuted
into German Europe as intentional underminers of the German war
machine, which was almost feasible since the language barriers had
become negligible between those two mirroring countries.
It was difficult to dismiss these new wandering apostles as being
merely zombies, because they could behave almost identically as
could any other portion of the general population. They had
individual personalities, and most of them attempted to blend in
with whomsoever they associated with, except that they could not
intend harm.
The Government warned the general populace that these newcomers
must be housed, and fed, and therefore that they must be given
jobs. But the economy was never intended to apply to people who
un-died. A function of war was to organize those people who
survived the depredations of those people who distributed the
war.
And these balkers were inconvenient to the planners.
Underground organizations printed circulars announcing these myriad
messiahs as being preludes to fulfillment of the biblical book of
Revelations. People were afraid of dying and afraid of being dead,
afraid of being undead, afraid of hauntings.
The President announced that Christmas’ experiments were to
be terminated immediately. Profoundly he desired also that these
traipsers from the grave should be rounded up and placed into a
special camp where they could disturb nobody. They interfered with
his war, with his powers, with his distributions of solid moneys
created by the great war machine. They influenced morale, and
interfered with the consensus of morals. The long-established and
revered virtual morality of an entire people was being tweaked and
pricked by a bunch of unanswerables.
It was unprecedented and it was disgusting.
Crowds gathered by day and watchers gathered by night about
Christmas’ laboratory. Although the President had announced
the closing of the lab he did nothing to implement this closure. He
feared a democratic treachery. He feared a riot in the streets, if
he appeared hard.
The people grumbled when these new pacifists took their jobs, and
when they had to be fed and housed, and yet the people would not
readily allow these new fellows an injury. It was odd, but a people
who had been forced by reality into the abjectedness of pragmatism
were now displaying a previously unsuspected idealism.
Childhood must have an end, and optimism must end, and the enforced
wanderings of the resurrected exposed them to that subtle attrition
which can brook no denial. These fledglings grew weary, weary of
neglect, weary of contemplating beauties which were persistently
denied them. These folks were truly ecstatic visionaries, and most
ecstatic visionaries throughout our human history have drunk
themselves to death, or hanged themselves without a note other than
was constituted by that poetry they produced, or that bit of prose,
or one especially curried friendship whose recipient was
unaware.
Misery became the call of these the resurrected deathlings, and
among themselves they prayed for an end to their miseries, but they
were incapable of achieving suicide. They were incapable of
ill-will. They were wholly kind always, in their intent.
Those normal folks who had once looked to these born-again folks
for hope, for solace, for guidance, now looked upon them with
loathing because their un-offered promises had not been kept. They
had deceived without intending deceit, because they were the most
innocent of victims, and they were hounded, persecuted, reviled,
scourged.
And yet the attempt was made to ignore them, and sometimes it
almost worked.
David Castleman
Profane & Sacred Lives by William Ruleman;
720 Cedar Springs Rd, Athens TN 37303-4524; Feather Books, PO Box
438, Shrewsbury SY3 OWN, England; $20; 120pp.
A Lunar eclipse tonight:
a coin of murky blood,
a shimmering round red sea,
a face of gingerbread mud.
No cause for us to fight—
no sky god’s favor to win—
we have electric light
and no excess of sin…
Then why is the air so chill,
and why the sky so black?
And why are there children who kill,
and why, no turning back
to the warmth we think we knew
somewhere, along ago?
(Night Song in Winter)
The satire is almost facetious, but facetiousness is an expression
of the embarrassment of conscious mindlessness, and this man is
conscientiously mindful. He does not target the sneering evil
of hypocrisy, but he targets the deliberate ignorance that
underlies the sneering evil. His weapon is a discreet
satirical thrust. The blood he draws is ketchup, just catsup,
because he is a kindly gentleman.
I smile upon this trinity—
No, no, not three: the lamb makes four,
reminding us of what’s in store.
For now, though, glad serenity
informs the scene. Divinity is marked by a smile.
The Virgin, and Christ all smile
and know some respite for a while.
(Da Vinci’s Virgin & Child with Saint
Anne)
Often he behaves his best and he abandons the lying phantom of
satire, that illicit mirror, and he speaks upon his oath.
Blues for Bird by Martin Grey; Santa Monica Press, PO
Box 1076, Santa Monica CA 90406; $16.95, 288ppps.
Most intimate of horns
the saxophone is moist
warm like the human voice
yet it is also cool
supremely logical
groomed to the one who plays
held to the body like
an infant needing warmth
or lover in embrace
much closer to the bone
and nearest to the breath
as it insinuates
what man and woman feel
when both together make
of love an instrument.
Because humans are personally enclosed, art is autobiographical
basically, and biographical also. This trimetrical verse is
concerned with that fabulous priest of bebop, Charlie Parker.
Trimetrical verse is an excruciatingly limited form, and excitement
is generated when its riffs are played expertly, as they are played
here. Biography is telling, holding forth.
On one occasion he rested between sets
A girl approached and said she’d like to sleep with
him.
He smiled ruefully. “It can’t rub off,” he
said.
He slept publicly, impersonally, in cabs and public transport. He
was no washer, nor a spiffy clother, playing once in a coat only,
and once bare. He was busted for public nakedness. With money he
was petty or magnanimous, with music magnanimous, wasteful.
Frequently he hocked his sax. He boozed enormously, brawled and
gorged, did horse, pot, speeds.
When at a Paris gig a fan gave Bird a
rose.
On finishing his set Charlie waved that flower
To all the audience, kissed it, ate it up,
All petals, stem and thorns.
He admired Bartok, the crystal god of bebop. He admired Bach and
Stravinsky. He played with Billie Holiday and Sarah Vaughn, Lester
Young and Ben Webster. He admired folk musicians from far mountain
hollows. Once he played with Bob Wills. “If you don’t
live it, it won’t come out of your horn,” he
said.
Everything about him was unfinished, in his eyes, and he believed
he could sneak past God if only he could play fast enough. He was
unfinished, tragically unfinished. Death at 34 is by default.
The Fragrant Fire by Glaudia Jensen Dudley; Rasa
Publications, 6l8 22 Ave, San Francisco CA 94121; npl, 96pps.
I am becoming a well in the earth’s
center,
mute to the world, but clear and profuse.
Open to me, oh lips, and I enter
your body silently, for its profound rise.
Know me now or later—it matters
little but that you sometimes hear
what moves so lovingly in my waters.
I am in you, near.
Dimly you awake and sleep. But my sleep
embodies for you vision, bold and rare.
Though the senses are quick,
I, quicker still lead everywhere.
(Rilke after Death)
A stunning performance.
Ignoring fashionablenesses and our rigged crises, her physiology is
volatile, and her personality follows her physiology. She is
celebratory, so broadly celebratory that she comprehends
differences between gladness and holy joy, between sorrow and
fumble-heartedness. Creatively she is brave, a warrior, and she is
playful, wise, witty.
A dreamer said he loved her.
A doer said so too.
“Can you be won?” they asked.
“Is there a price for you?”
She said, "My price is always
“What least your nature seems.
My dreamer, bring me holy deeds;
My doer holy dreams.”
All wars are wreaked through women’s bodies.
Under her delicious touch the word “choice” is
bisyllabic as it had been for Robert Herrick upon provocation.
“Afar amidst ice, the creatures know love, and the face of
ineloquent pity.”
Contributors’ Notes
Rodney Armstrong is an engineer, teacher, and
proud father of two beautiful daughters. He stakes his sod in the
highlands of eastern West Virginia, USA, where he enjoys little
renown as a poet. Nevertheless, you may occasionally find a poem of
his published online, most recently in the Winter 2001 issue of
The Melic Review.
David Anthony is a British businessman who lives
with his family in Stoke Poges, close to the churchyard where Gray
wrote his Elegy, a source of much inspiration.
John Beaton is a British Columbia actuary who was
raised in Scotland. His interest in poetry began with the writing
and reciting of light verse for Scottish occasions. In the last few
years he has turned to more serious formal poetry.
David Castleman lives in a shanty in a redwood
grove with two improbably conceited cats, listening by evening to
John McCormack and Billie Holiday. His poems, tales and
imaginatively critical essays have appeared in hundreds of small
magazines on both sides of the Atlantic.
Wiley Clements lives in Lewisburg, Pennsylvania,
in retirement after a long career—first as a military
journalist, later as a developer of health maintenance
organizations (HMO’s). He was editor (1998-2002) of The
Susquehanna Quarterly, an online magazine of formal
poetry.
George Held, with Katherine Mayer, translated two
sonnets from the Hungarian by Lorinc Szabo that appear in the 2001
issue of Modern Poetry in Translation. His latest
collection of poems is Beyond Renewal (Cedar Hill,
2001).
Anthony Lombardy’s poems and translations
have appeared in Classical Outlook, The Cumberland Poetry
Review, The Formalist, Italian Americana, The New Yorker,
Pivot, and Sparrow. His translation of Euripides'
Bacchae was published and produced at Nashville's
Parthenon. His first book of poems is Severe (Bennett
& Kitchel 1995).
Moore Moran’s poems have appeared in
The Atlantic, Threepenny Review, Yale Review, New Letters
and elsewhere. His first book of poems, Firebreaks, won
the 1999 National Poetry Book Award and was published by Salmon Run
Press.
Oliver Murray lives in Belfast, Northern Ireland
with his wife. He has had two plays and many short stories
broadcast by RTE Radio, and his short stories, cartoons and
illustrations have appeared in Kilkenny Literary Magazine,
Dublin Opinion, Phoenix and other publications. Two of his
poems will appear in Candelabrum Poetry Magazine in
April/October 2003.
Randall Peaslee lives with his wife in Katowice,
Poland, where he teaches English. He has contributed poems to
The Villager and Mandrake Poetry Review.
Leo Yankevich lives in Gliwice, Poland, with his
wife and three sons. A new collection of his work, The
Bird-Headed Monster, is forthcoming from The Mandrake Press
later this year.